A LITTLE BIT MORE! THE ENDING WILL BE UP SOON! SO DONT MARK THEM YET PLEASE DARRYL! LOL

Drained. Weak. Exhausted. No, lifeless was the word. These last few months I was just an apparition, the Tatiana i once knew had left me that night in the Summer Garden. Every time Alexander came over to bring us more food, more wood, more oil, more of whatever we needed I couldn't even bring my eyes to him, the agony was too much. I would hold my breath every time I was near him, i would try not to touch him when I served his dinner, I did anything I could to alleviate the burden on my heavy heart. So many lies, so many doubts, so many secrets, were these the games adults played? If so, i was only a mere pawn in this game of life.